household responsibilities

I did more this week for my husband than I usually do. I cooked, cleaned and grocery shoped. One thing missing this week...I didn't have the time to do the things I enjoy. next week I might try scheduling my time better. I had a few thoughts like....honestly he's just going to let me clean this mess up. I'm going to try to get past it. I can do this :) I know other women do this all the time. I used to be one of them but stopped. I think I'm doing it again to make my husband happy....God I hope I have the strength to keep it up weithout feeling angry.

 I need to stop thinking of myself so much and pay way more attention to the people around me. I want to do more for my friends and family. Where do I start?

1. I need to listen more. I'm so into ....this is going to be hard for me.

2.I need to do more for my family the last few years I've been kinda on strike for lacck of a better word.

3. I stopped doing everyone's laundry 10 years ago and  made everone for themselves rule. and cooking daily meals stopped 2 years ago.
       I pretty much dropped  down  1/3 of houshold chores for the last 2-3 years! needles to say I have a ton of shit to do around here.

I'm really going to try to do more and I'm going to try even harder not to feel " poor me"

I'm going to work my 8 hours a day
get my butt to the ymca 1-2 hours a day
walk the dog 
cook a healthy meal most week nights
keep our house up
grocery shop for us

ive been going out drinking more than ever

Is that all people do? Everything revolves around drinking.

summer 2011

It's been a great summer so far...I've walked a marathon- 26 miles and have more adventures on the way.